Monday, January 30, 2006

Be of Good Cheer!

Haha, actually I dunno what "Be of Good Cheer" really means. I just remember the first time somebody told me this was when I first go for mission trip and one of my supporters wrote this on his note to me. Well, but I thought tonight is a night that I felt good cheer was being brought. I mean in the midst of really I feel "oppression", I really am glad that the family of God brought much cheer to me. Thanks for coming guys! I love all of you! =)) Image hosting by Photobucket Just couldnt make it to look cool without laughing Image hosting by Photobucket 2nd try but still failed. Eh, tianmin also lor Image hosting by Photobucket Eh stop playing with my U-zap la? Image hosting by Photobucket And then the resulting foto Image hosting by Photobucket Image hosting by Photobucket Leaping for joy! Image hosting by Photobucket Thanks for being there, really.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sweet~ =)

Hi Tian Tian

How are you this week?  Hope you have a better week.

I am not sure when you will be ready to meet for bible study.

Let me know when you are ready.

Press on and I am confident that you will be a different person
in time to come.

Take care

Edith

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

It is really so nice to receive some encouragement during times like these. ya la.....not like I wanna make myself look like very ke lian or depressed, but really I do feel pretty drained. Mayve I can just say some thing to illustrate. The start of Monday seemed like the start of a battle. So from Monday I battle all the way to Friday. Marking of near 500 books, lesson plans, and this and that. Hardly have time to sleep more, teach tuition till 9 on 3 or 2 weekdays. Sat is fully used up. Sunday ? Sometimes feel like going out. It's as if I no longer have time to rest or for myself. I told many ppl that I guess this is a time of adjustment. I hope. Phil1:6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. 9-11: And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God. Thanks so much for the encouragement~ =)

I never know

I never know this can be so difficult. I really feel like exploding now. feel like giving up now.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

天下之事, 只该难得,不该易得。 难得之事难失去, 易得之事易失去。

Walloping myself and lessons learnt

Right, tomorrow will be the 7th day of work for me, and I haven’t done my lesson plan. Or at least less than a third. I was sharing to Edith yesterday at how stressed I felt at work and how I feel I am not up to being a teacher. She agreed and said this tough adjustment has very much to do with my personality. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I basically am somebody not organized, impatient, lazy and willful at times. Which is at some (I wouldn’t say much) conflict with the education system in Singapore. Image hosted by Photobucket.com But of which the training will bring desirable results. Just a few days after starting to teach, I decided to change to become somebody more neat and tidy, and more organized. Reason initially being I feel I am now a role model for the children and should therefore live my life rightly, but later also that of which feeling being organized certainly is a trait I should possess in the teaching career. Which is why I despaired and grew weary not long after I started teaching because I am just so not like a teacher? I agree that character traits like being organized helps very very much in future as well, in family, in church, in my own personal life. So after the struggles for now, I will surely see the rainbow (or light, whatever it is) someday. So Edith and I prayed and committed it to the Lord after I poured out all my complaints. And guess what, the next day, which is today, immediately I met so many hiccups because of how disorganized and silly I am again. I was in a rush this morning because dad suddenly asked me to help him do thgs when I was preparing to go church. So I did, I helped to do some thgs and was in a rush. After I finished the stuffs, I quickly went to wear my purple contact lenses (I can only wear purple lenses out of school!) and I put on my left one first. So after putting on the left one, I put on the right one. And after I put on the right one, "Eh? How come so blur one!?" So I thought, "Oh maybe I put the lenses on different eyes", which often happens and which I feel is pardonable. So I took out the lenses and switched them. "Eh? Still cannot leh!!!" How come the right lens keeps slipping down also? You know how when you wear contact lenses, that they will stick to ur pupil and not slip down? But it slipped, and I took out again and put in again and it slipped again! Thinking maybe I was overly stupid so I switched the lenses again, from left to right and the other way too. And still the right one slipped! I was very frustrated I tell you. I basically switched the lenses a few times; thinking maybe the lenses are too dry, I washed with saline and all those kinda thing. And Alas! I was so super irritated and puzzled that I decided to see closely at the mirror what exactly is causing the right lens to keep slipping and............ guess what I saw? THERE IS ANOTHER TRANSPARENT LENS INSIDE MY RIGHT EYE!!!!!!!!! No, the purple lens didn’t split and one transparent one got left inside, the transparent lens came from the night before when I was so super tired that I just grabbed any contact lens case and put in my purple lenses. I reckoned I grabbed the one with my transparent lenses in and somehow the purple and transparent right lenses stuck together and I wore them in together. The transparent one goes in first which caused the purple one to keep slipping and no matter how many times I tried, it slips still, and now I know why!!!!! Some people may say, wah ur life so eventful one ah when at times I reiterate to them things that happened to me. But NO! It is EXTREMELY frustrating when things like that happen, especially when you are in a rush! And being flustered as I was, I ran quickly to hail a cab as I was really late already. Then I reached church, I paid the cab driver quickly and ran to church as I was round 15 mins late. And guess what again, I LEFT MY WALLET IN THE CAB!!!!!! ............... I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How many exclamation marks can I put to express my exasperation???? WHY AM I LIKE THAT??? Image hosted by Photobucket.com I am depressed. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I really want to change.

Friday, January 13, 2006

A Child at Heart =)

Image hosted by Photobucket.com You can Fly! All it takes is trust, and a little bit of pixie dust!
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

81%

Cruella De Ville

75%

Goofy

75%

Sleeping Beauty

69%

The Beast

63%

Cinderella

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Ariel

44%

Snow White

31%

Donald Duck

25%
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Beginning to look back...

It's been officially the 5th day I started teaching (havent started the 5th day yet though), and as I look back, I cant help but really thank God at how He has brought me thru. I cant say that everything has gone on smooth, in fact lotsa hiccups like forgetting to bring down my teaching materials, forgetting to bring materials home to prepare work, pupils not "obeying" me etc, yet I still thank God at how when each time I experience a setback, that He is there for me, with a gentle spirit, waiting for me to go to Him, and holding me thru. I cannot imagine that without this strength within me that how am I still able to continue on with such a kinda spirit. Well, some loose ends to tie up, and after that, I shall see light soon! Really thank the Lord Jesus! =)))

Monday, January 09, 2006

Just realised I may have posted the Tianmin's proud work before. Aiyah, never mind la, who can remember such things....

Layers of love...

Image hosted by Photobucket.com proudly done by our dear Tianmin.... haha, ya la, browsing thru my comp and saw many fotos lying here and there. Thought this was good effort of hers considering its her first photoshop assignment, kindly assisted by me of cos...haha....

I am extremely stressed up.

I haven't prepared my lesson plan for tomorrow, at least it is not completed. I feel I am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sometimes, working in a home with plenty of support will help alot, in my point of view. That when you are stressed up, somebody brings a cup of coffee, and just say jia you, I think it means alot. Image hosted by Photobucket.com So being so stressed up, and being in a home which added on to my stress, I bounced to the other extreme and went to play games Image hosted by Photobucket.com Do you count it bliss or not? That while you are stress you still can relax. At least now I have to bear the consequences of having to sleep late. I am very stress. I just wanna make sure tmr's lessons run smoothly.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Sunday, January 08, 2006

How does it feel like to grow old with the one you love most?

Saturday, January 07, 2006

So ironic, can?

You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

Psychology

100%

Anthropology

67%

Sociology

67%

Linguistics

58%

Art

58%

Biology

58%

Philosophy

50%

English

50%

Journalism

50%

Engineering

42%

Dance

42%

Mathematics

25%

Theater

17%

Chemistry

17%
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com
I took Chemistry as a major in NUS, honey

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Zonked out

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Trying out the new laptop given to me. You think very good meh....also cannot MSN. Also cannot install new software. Also cannot bring home. Ok la, makes doing work much more easier though Just very tired can..... Not intoxicated with alcohol or drugs but intoxicated with Chinese, Chinese and more CHINESE!!! *faint*

Imagine me without You...

As long as stars shine down from heaven, And the rivers run into the sea Till the end of time forever, You're the only love I'll need In my life You're all that matters, In my eyes the only truth I see When my hopes and dreams have shattered, You're the one that's there for me When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confusedI wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You When You caught me I was falling, You're love lifted me back on my feet It was like You heard me calling, And You rush to set me free When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confused I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You.......

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Late post – 美女 retreat 7-8 Dec 2005

Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are 美女s Hehe, though this post came late, but nevertheless, I have too many nice picts and really it will be a waste not to post =)) Yup, actually went for this thing to hope to do some evaluation. Though in the end we didn’t do together as a group, but at least I did some reflection on my own and four of us had a really great time relaxing. Great meaning really GREAT. Very very relaxed. Right, nuff of typing, PICTS! (thanks to Tianmin for supplying the cam) Yup, once we reached the room, after lying down for some time enjoying the air-con (Minghui was watching TV. Of all things watch TV!!! Go Sentosa chalet and watch TV!!!!!!), we decided to take some photo in our room. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Very dark la, I know, tried to photoshop le Image hosted by Photobucket.com I like this shot better. Didn’t bother to crop We had simple BBQ that night, but cos of my op, I couldn’t eat anything. Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, they very happy cos they can eat Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh simple BBQ, but each of them paid close to 20 bucks. Bad budgeting haha…. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I cannot eat so I am very sad Image hosted by Photobucket.com Still very sad~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, you all eat more la…haha Image hosted by Photobucket.com Closure of our BBQ session~ Next day after we checked out, we went down to the beach and went gaga over photo taking Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh, the sun very glaring leh Image hosted by Photobucket.com Welcome to Sentosa! Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are most pretty~~ hehe… Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sweet =) Minghui suggested we take some “jumping photos” We were not successful in any of the shots, in that sense of being caught in the air, but I think this is the worse. It’s taken by *whoever who is not in this pict* Image hosted by Photobucket.com Now how do we look like we are jumping? And then I volunteered to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Minghui looks like she wants to go toilet Image hosted by Photobucket.com Wow, super tip toeing Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com As you have realized, Tianmin looked totally the same in all the shots Seeing all our shots have failed, Minghui decided to kay kiang to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com macham very good also…haha And then we decided to take some neo print like picts Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act dao. Ya la, I know I dun look dao Image hosted by Photobucket.com Thinking. Sorry ah, my face looked the same. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc part 2 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Tired of looking so ugly, we decided to take our most common look: 美女look Sian of neo prints, now we put the cam on a rock (or do u call that boulder?) and timer the cam Image hosted by Photobucket.com 姣婆一级棒 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Happy Beach gals! Change of background Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act hao lian. I know, I know, I dun look like it again. Wats the problem with me Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act cute pose. Haiz, I dun look like it again. Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are cats. Meow~ Think photoshop either makes the pict very bluish or greenish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Bluish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Greenish Haha, that’s all for picts. Overall, I enjoyed this retreat very very much. Much more than what I have ever had before =)) Will post other picts soon! But maybe not so soon since I am starting lesson proper on Thurs and I haven’t plan my class rules and introduction. God help me =)
|W|P|113794000375995056|W|P|Sweet~ =)|W|P|1/17/2006 11:42:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It is really so nice to receive some encouragement during times like these. ya la.....not like I wanna make myself look like very ke lian or depressed, but really I do feel pretty drained. Mayve I can just say some thing to illustrate. The start of Monday seemed like the start of a battle. So from Monday I battle all the way to Friday. Marking of near 500 books, lesson plans, and this and that. Hardly have time to sleep more, teach tuition till 9 on 3 or 2 weekdays. Sat is fully used up. Sunday ? Sometimes feel like going out. It's as if I no longer have time to rest or for myself. I told many ppl that I guess this is a time of adjustment. I hope. Phil1:6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. 9-11: And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God. Thanks so much for the encouragement~ =)|W|P|113751283619225477|W|P||W|P|1/17/2006 03:02:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P| I never know this can be so difficult. I really feel like exploding now. feel like giving up now.|W|P|113748342950986420|W|P|I never know|W|P|1/15/2006 10:39:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|天下之事, 只该难得,不该易得。 难得之事难失去, 易得之事易失去。|W|P|113733599990461462|W|P||W|P|1/15/2006 07:37:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Right, tomorrow will be the 7th day of work for me, and I haven’t done my lesson plan. Or at least less than a third. I was sharing to Edith yesterday at how stressed I felt at work and how I feel I am not up to being a teacher. She agreed and said this tough adjustment has very much to do with my personality. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I basically am somebody not organized, impatient, lazy and willful at times. Which is at some (I wouldn’t say much) conflict with the education system in Singapore. Image hosted by Photobucket.com But of which the training will bring desirable results. Just a few days after starting to teach, I decided to change to become somebody more neat and tidy, and more organized. Reason initially being I feel I am now a role model for the children and should therefore live my life rightly, but later also that of which feeling being organized certainly is a trait I should possess in the teaching career. Which is why I despaired and grew weary not long after I started teaching because I am just so not like a teacher? I agree that character traits like being organized helps very very much in future as well, in family, in church, in my own personal life. So after the struggles for now, I will surely see the rainbow (or light, whatever it is) someday. So Edith and I prayed and committed it to the Lord after I poured out all my complaints. And guess what, the next day, which is today, immediately I met so many hiccups because of how disorganized and silly I am again. I was in a rush this morning because dad suddenly asked me to help him do thgs when I was preparing to go church. So I did, I helped to do some thgs and was in a rush. After I finished the stuffs, I quickly went to wear my purple contact lenses (I can only wear purple lenses out of school!) and I put on my left one first. So after putting on the left one, I put on the right one. And after I put on the right one, "Eh? How come so blur one!?" So I thought, "Oh maybe I put the lenses on different eyes", which often happens and which I feel is pardonable. So I took out the lenses and switched them. "Eh? Still cannot leh!!!" How come the right lens keeps slipping down also? You know how when you wear contact lenses, that they will stick to ur pupil and not slip down? But it slipped, and I took out again and put in again and it slipped again! Thinking maybe I was overly stupid so I switched the lenses again, from left to right and the other way too. And still the right one slipped! I was very frustrated I tell you. I basically switched the lenses a few times; thinking maybe the lenses are too dry, I washed with saline and all those kinda thing. And Alas! I was so super irritated and puzzled that I decided to see closely at the mirror what exactly is causing the right lens to keep slipping and............ guess what I saw? THERE IS ANOTHER TRANSPARENT LENS INSIDE MY RIGHT EYE!!!!!!!!! No, the purple lens didn’t split and one transparent one got left inside, the transparent lens came from the night before when I was so super tired that I just grabbed any contact lens case and put in my purple lenses. I reckoned I grabbed the one with my transparent lenses in and somehow the purple and transparent right lenses stuck together and I wore them in together. The transparent one goes in first which caused the purple one to keep slipping and no matter how many times I tried, it slips still, and now I know why!!!!! Some people may say, wah ur life so eventful one ah when at times I reiterate to them things that happened to me. But NO! It is EXTREMELY frustrating when things like that happen, especially when you are in a rush! And being flustered as I was, I ran quickly to hail a cab as I was really late already. Then I reached church, I paid the cab driver quickly and ran to church as I was round 15 mins late. And guess what again, I LEFT MY WALLET IN THE CAB!!!!!! ............... I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How many exclamation marks can I put to express my exasperation???? WHY AM I LIKE THAT??? Image hosted by Photobucket.com I am depressed. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I really want to change.|W|P|113732512901781940|W|P|Walloping myself and lessons learnt|W|P|1/13/2006 11:53:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com You can Fly! All it takes is trust, and a little bit of pixie dust!
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

81%

Cruella De Ville

75%

Goofy

75%

Sleeping Beauty

69%

The Beast

63%

Cinderella

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Ariel

44%

Snow White

31%

Donald Duck

25%
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com
|W|P|113712445701938053|W|P|A Child at Heart =)|W|P|1/12/2006 08:41:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It's been officially the 5th day I started teaching (havent started the 5th day yet though), and as I look back, I cant help but really thank God at how He has brought me thru. I cant say that everything has gone on smooth, in fact lotsa hiccups like forgetting to bring down my teaching materials, forgetting to bring materials home to prepare work, pupils not "obeying" me etc, yet I still thank God at how when each time I experience a setback, that He is there for me, with a gentle spirit, waiting for me to go to Him, and holding me thru. I cannot imagine that without this strength within me that how am I still able to continue on with such a kinda spirit. Well, some loose ends to tie up, and after that, I shall see light soon! Really thank the Lord Jesus! =)))|W|P|113702678121054421|W|P|Beginning to look back...|W|P|1/09/2006 10:49:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Just realised I may have posted the Tianmin's proud work before. Aiyah, never mind la, who can remember such things....|W|P|113681821706232282|W|P||W|P|1/09/2006 09:17:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com proudly done by our dear Tianmin.... haha, ya la, browsing thru my comp and saw many fotos lying here and there. Thought this was good effort of hers considering its her first photoshop assignment, kindly assisted by me of cos...haha....|W|P|113681275215394174|W|P|Layers of love...|W|P|1/09/2006 12:29:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|I haven't prepared my lesson plan for tomorrow, at least it is not completed. I feel I am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sometimes, working in a home with plenty of support will help alot, in my point of view. That when you are stressed up, somebody brings a cup of coffee, and just say jia you, I think it means alot. Image hosted by Photobucket.com So being so stressed up, and being in a home which added on to my stress, I bounced to the other extreme and went to play games Image hosted by Photobucket.com Do you count it bliss or not? That while you are stress you still can relax. At least now I have to bear the consequences of having to sleep late. I am very stress. I just wanna make sure tmr's lessons run smoothly.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com|W|P|113673781240148625|W|P|I am extremely stressed up.|W|P|1/08/2006 12:02:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|How does it feel like to grow old with the one you love most?|W|P|113664975571420628|W|P||W|P|1/07/2006 10:28:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|
You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

Psychology

100%

Anthropology

67%

Sociology

67%

Linguistics

58%

Art

58%

Biology

58%

Philosophy

50%

English

50%

Journalism

50%

Engineering

42%

Dance

42%

Mathematics

25%

Theater

17%

Chemistry

17%
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com
I took Chemistry as a major in NUS, honey|W|P|113664416373137441|W|P|So ironic, can?|W|P|1/05/2006 07:50:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com Trying out the new laptop given to me. You think very good meh....also cannot MSN. Also cannot install new software. Also cannot bring home. Ok la, makes doing work much more easier though Just very tired can..... Not intoxicated with alcohol or drugs but intoxicated with Chinese, Chinese and more CHINESE!!! *faint*|W|P|113646204980477348|W|P|Zonked out|W|P|1/05/2006 07:19:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|As long as stars shine down from heaven, And the rivers run into the sea Till the end of time forever, You're the only love I'll need In my life You're all that matters, In my eyes the only truth I see When my hopes and dreams have shattered, You're the one that's there for me When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confusedI wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You When You caught me I was falling, You're love lifted me back on my feet It was like You heard me calling, And You rush to set me free When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confused I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You.......|W|P|113646010862651252|W|P|Imagine me without You...|W|P|1/03/2006 10:53:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are 美女s Hehe, though this post came late, but nevertheless, I have too many nice picts and really it will be a waste not to post =)) Yup, actually went for this thing to hope to do some evaluation. Though in the end we didn’t do together as a group, but at least I did some reflection on my own and four of us had a really great time relaxing. Great meaning really GREAT. Very very relaxed. Right, nuff of typing, PICTS! (thanks to Tianmin for supplying the cam) Yup, once we reached the room, after lying down for some time enjoying the air-con (Minghui was watching TV. Of all things watch TV!!! Go Sentosa chalet and watch TV!!!!!!), we decided to take some photo in our room. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Very dark la, I know, tried to photoshop le Image hosted by Photobucket.com I like this shot better. Didn’t bother to crop We had simple BBQ that night, but cos of my op, I couldn’t eat anything. Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, they very happy cos they can eat Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh simple BBQ, but each of them paid close to 20 bucks. Bad budgeting haha…. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I cannot eat so I am very sad Image hosted by Photobucket.com Still very sad~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, you all eat more la…haha Image hosted by Photobucket.com Closure of our BBQ session~ Next day after we checked out, we went down to the beach and went gaga over photo taking Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh, the sun very glaring leh Image hosted by Photobucket.com Welcome to Sentosa! Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are most pretty~~ hehe… Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sweet =) Minghui suggested we take some “jumping photos” We were not successful in any of the shots, in that sense of being caught in the air, but I think this is the worse. It’s taken by *whoever who is not in this pict* Image hosted by Photobucket.com Now how do we look like we are jumping? And then I volunteered to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Minghui looks like she wants to go toilet Image hosted by Photobucket.com Wow, super tip toeing Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com As you have realized, Tianmin looked totally the same in all the shots Seeing all our shots have failed, Minghui decided to kay kiang to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com macham very good also…haha And then we decided to take some neo print like picts Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act dao. Ya la, I know I dun look dao Image hosted by Photobucket.com Thinking. Sorry ah, my face looked the same. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc part 2 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Tired of looking so ugly, we decided to take our most common look: 美女look Sian of neo prints, now we put the cam on a rock (or do u call that boulder?) and timer the cam Image hosted by Photobucket.com 姣婆一级棒 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Happy Beach gals! Change of background Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act hao lian. I know, I know, I dun look like it again. Wats the problem with me Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act cute pose. Haiz, I dun look like it again. Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are cats. Meow~ Think photoshop either makes the pict very bluish or greenish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Bluish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Greenish Haha, that’s all for picts. Overall, I enjoyed this retreat very very much. Much more than what I have ever had before =)) Will post other picts soon! But maybe not so soon since I am starting lesson proper on Thurs and I haven’t plan my class rules and introduction. God help me =)|W|P|113630023692212282|W|P|Late post – 美女 retreat 7-8 Dec 2005|W|P|-->|W|P|113794000375995056|W|P|Sweet~ =)|W|P|1/17/2006 11:42:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It is really so nice to receive some encouragement during times like these. ya la.....not like I wanna make myself look like very ke lian or depressed, but really I do feel pretty drained. Mayve I can just say some thing to illustrate. The start of Monday seemed like the start of a battle. So from Monday I battle all the way to Friday. Marking of near 500 books, lesson plans, and this and that. Hardly have time to sleep more, teach tuition till 9 on 3 or 2 weekdays. Sat is fully used up. Sunday ? Sometimes feel like going out. It's as if I no longer have time to rest or for myself. I told many ppl that I guess this is a time of adjustment. I hope. Phil1:6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. 9-11: And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God. Thanks so much for the encouragement~ =)|W|P|113751283619225477|W|P||W|P|1/17/2006 03:02:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P| I never know this can be so difficult. I really feel like exploding now. feel like giving up now.|W|P|113748342950986420|W|P|I never know|W|P|1/15/2006 10:39:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|天下之事, 只该难得,不该易得。 难得之事难失去, 易得之事易失去。|W|P|113733599990461462|W|P||W|P|1/15/2006 07:37:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Right, tomorrow will be the 7th day of work for me, and I haven’t done my lesson plan. Or at least less than a third. I was sharing to Edith yesterday at how stressed I felt at work and how I feel I am not up to being a teacher. She agreed and said this tough adjustment has very much to do with my personality. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I basically am somebody not organized, impatient, lazy and willful at times. Which is at some (I wouldn’t say much) conflict with the education system in Singapore. Image hosted by Photobucket.com But of which the training will bring desirable results. Just a few days after starting to teach, I decided to change to become somebody more neat and tidy, and more organized. Reason initially being I feel I am now a role model for the children and should therefore live my life rightly, but later also that of which feeling being organized certainly is a trait I should possess in the teaching career. Which is why I despaired and grew weary not long after I started teaching because I am just so not like a teacher? I agree that character traits like being organized helps very very much in future as well, in family, in church, in my own personal life. So after the struggles for now, I will surely see the rainbow (or light, whatever it is) someday. So Edith and I prayed and committed it to the Lord after I poured out all my complaints. And guess what, the next day, which is today, immediately I met so many hiccups because of how disorganized and silly I am again. I was in a rush this morning because dad suddenly asked me to help him do thgs when I was preparing to go church. So I did, I helped to do some thgs and was in a rush. After I finished the stuffs, I quickly went to wear my purple contact lenses (I can only wear purple lenses out of school!) and I put on my left one first. So after putting on the left one, I put on the right one. And after I put on the right one, "Eh? How come so blur one!?" So I thought, "Oh maybe I put the lenses on different eyes", which often happens and which I feel is pardonable. So I took out the lenses and switched them. "Eh? Still cannot leh!!!" How come the right lens keeps slipping down also? You know how when you wear contact lenses, that they will stick to ur pupil and not slip down? But it slipped, and I took out again and put in again and it slipped again! Thinking maybe I was overly stupid so I switched the lenses again, from left to right and the other way too. And still the right one slipped! I was very frustrated I tell you. I basically switched the lenses a few times; thinking maybe the lenses are too dry, I washed with saline and all those kinda thing. And Alas! I was so super irritated and puzzled that I decided to see closely at the mirror what exactly is causing the right lens to keep slipping and............ guess what I saw? THERE IS ANOTHER TRANSPARENT LENS INSIDE MY RIGHT EYE!!!!!!!!! No, the purple lens didn’t split and one transparent one got left inside, the transparent lens came from the night before when I was so super tired that I just grabbed any contact lens case and put in my purple lenses. I reckoned I grabbed the one with my transparent lenses in and somehow the purple and transparent right lenses stuck together and I wore them in together. The transparent one goes in first which caused the purple one to keep slipping and no matter how many times I tried, it slips still, and now I know why!!!!! Some people may say, wah ur life so eventful one ah when at times I reiterate to them things that happened to me. But NO! It is EXTREMELY frustrating when things like that happen, especially when you are in a rush! And being flustered as I was, I ran quickly to hail a cab as I was really late already. Then I reached church, I paid the cab driver quickly and ran to church as I was round 15 mins late. And guess what again, I LEFT MY WALLET IN THE CAB!!!!!! ............... I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How many exclamation marks can I put to express my exasperation???? WHY AM I LIKE THAT??? Image hosted by Photobucket.com I am depressed. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I really want to change.|W|P|113732512901781940|W|P|Walloping myself and lessons learnt|W|P|1/13/2006 11:53:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com You can Fly! All it takes is trust, and a little bit of pixie dust!
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

81%

Cruella De Ville

75%

Goofy

75%

Sleeping Beauty

69%

The Beast

63%

Cinderella

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Ariel

44%

Snow White

31%

Donald Duck

25%
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com
|W|P|113712445701938053|W|P|A Child at Heart =)|W|P|1/12/2006 08:41:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It's been officially the 5th day I started teaching (havent started the 5th day yet though), and as I look back, I cant help but really thank God at how He has brought me thru. I cant say that everything has gone on smooth, in fact lotsa hiccups like forgetting to bring down my teaching materials, forgetting to bring materials home to prepare work, pupils not "obeying" me etc, yet I still thank God at how when each time I experience a setback, that He is there for me, with a gentle spirit, waiting for me to go to Him, and holding me thru. I cannot imagine that without this strength within me that how am I still able to continue on with such a kinda spirit. Well, some loose ends to tie up, and after that, I shall see light soon! Really thank the Lord Jesus! =)))|W|P|113702678121054421|W|P|Beginning to look back...|W|P|1/09/2006 10:49:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Just realised I may have posted the Tianmin's proud work before. Aiyah, never mind la, who can remember such things....|W|P|113681821706232282|W|P||W|P|1/09/2006 09:17:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com proudly done by our dear Tianmin.... haha, ya la, browsing thru my comp and saw many fotos lying here and there. Thought this was good effort of hers considering its her first photoshop assignment, kindly assisted by me of cos...haha....|W|P|113681275215394174|W|P|Layers of love...|W|P|1/09/2006 12:29:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|I haven't prepared my lesson plan for tomorrow, at least it is not completed. I feel I am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sometimes, working in a home with plenty of support will help alot, in my point of view. That when you are stressed up, somebody brings a cup of coffee, and just say jia you, I think it means alot. Image hosted by Photobucket.com So being so stressed up, and being in a home which added on to my stress, I bounced to the other extreme and went to play games Image hosted by Photobucket.com Do you count it bliss or not? That while you are stress you still can relax. At least now I have to bear the consequences of having to sleep late. I am very stress. I just wanna make sure tmr's lessons run smoothly.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com|W|P|113673781240148625|W|P|I am extremely stressed up.|W|P|1/08/2006 12:02:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|How does it feel like to grow old with the one you love most?|W|P|113664975571420628|W|P||W|P|1/07/2006 10:28:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|
You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

Psychology

100%

Anthropology

67%

Sociology

67%

Linguistics

58%

Art

58%

Biology

58%

Philosophy

50%

English

50%

Journalism

50%

Engineering

42%

Dance

42%

Mathematics

25%

Theater

17%

Chemistry

17%
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com
I took Chemistry as a major in NUS, honey|W|P|113664416373137441|W|P|So ironic, can?|W|P|1/05/2006 07:50:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com Trying out the new laptop given to me. You think very good meh....also cannot MSN. Also cannot install new software. Also cannot bring home. Ok la, makes doing work much more easier though Just very tired can..... Not intoxicated with alcohol or drugs but intoxicated with Chinese, Chinese and more CHINESE!!! *faint*|W|P|113646204980477348|W|P|Zonked out|W|P|1/05/2006 07:19:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|As long as stars shine down from heaven, And the rivers run into the sea Till the end of time forever, You're the only love I'll need In my life You're all that matters, In my eyes the only truth I see When my hopes and dreams have shattered, You're the one that's there for me When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confusedI wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You When You caught me I was falling, You're love lifted me back on my feet It was like You heard me calling, And You rush to set me free When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confused I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You.......|W|P|113646010862651252|W|P|Imagine me without You...|W|P|1/03/2006 10:53:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are 美女s Hehe, though this post came late, but nevertheless, I have too many nice picts and really it will be a waste not to post =)) Yup, actually went for this thing to hope to do some evaluation. Though in the end we didn’t do together as a group, but at least I did some reflection on my own and four of us had a really great time relaxing. Great meaning really GREAT. Very very relaxed. Right, nuff of typing, PICTS! (thanks to Tianmin for supplying the cam) Yup, once we reached the room, after lying down for some time enjoying the air-con (Minghui was watching TV. Of all things watch TV!!! Go Sentosa chalet and watch TV!!!!!!), we decided to take some photo in our room. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Very dark la, I know, tried to photoshop le Image hosted by Photobucket.com I like this shot better. Didn’t bother to crop We had simple BBQ that night, but cos of my op, I couldn’t eat anything. Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, they very happy cos they can eat Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh simple BBQ, but each of them paid close to 20 bucks. Bad budgeting haha…. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I cannot eat so I am very sad Image hosted by Photobucket.com Still very sad~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, you all eat more la…haha Image hosted by Photobucket.com Closure of our BBQ session~ Next day after we checked out, we went down to the beach and went gaga over photo taking Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh, the sun very glaring leh Image hosted by Photobucket.com Welcome to Sentosa! Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are most pretty~~ hehe… Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sweet =) Minghui suggested we take some “jumping photos” We were not successful in any of the shots, in that sense of being caught in the air, but I think this is the worse. It’s taken by *whoever who is not in this pict* Image hosted by Photobucket.com Now how do we look like we are jumping? And then I volunteered to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Minghui looks like she wants to go toilet Image hosted by Photobucket.com Wow, super tip toeing Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com As you have realized, Tianmin looked totally the same in all the shots Seeing all our shots have failed, Minghui decided to kay kiang to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com macham very good also…haha And then we decided to take some neo print like picts Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act dao. Ya la, I know I dun look dao Image hosted by Photobucket.com Thinking. Sorry ah, my face looked the same. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc part 2 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Tired of looking so ugly, we decided to take our most common look: 美女look Sian of neo prints, now we put the cam on a rock (or do u call that boulder?) and timer the cam Image hosted by Photobucket.com 姣婆一级棒 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Happy Beach gals! Change of background Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act hao lian. I know, I know, I dun look like it again. Wats the problem with me Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act cute pose. Haiz, I dun look like it again. Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are cats. Meow~ Think photoshop either makes the pict very bluish or greenish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Bluish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Greenish Haha, that’s all for picts. Overall, I enjoyed this retreat very very much. Much more than what I have ever had before =)) Will post other picts soon! But maybe not so soon since I am starting lesson proper on Thurs and I haven’t plan my class rules and introduction. God help me =)|W|P|113630023692212282|W|P|Late post – 美女 retreat 7-8 Dec 2005|W|P|-->|W|P|113794000375995056|W|P|Sweet~ =)|W|P|1/17/2006 11:42:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It is really so nice to receive some encouragement during times like these. ya la.....not like I wanna make myself look like very ke lian or depressed, but really I do feel pretty drained. Mayve I can just say some thing to illustrate. The start of Monday seemed like the start of a battle. So from Monday I battle all the way to Friday. Marking of near 500 books, lesson plans, and this and that. Hardly have time to sleep more, teach tuition till 9 on 3 or 2 weekdays. Sat is fully used up. Sunday ? Sometimes feel like going out. It's as if I no longer have time to rest or for myself. I told many ppl that I guess this is a time of adjustment. I hope. Phil1:6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. 9-11: And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God. Thanks so much for the encouragement~ =)|W|P|113751283619225477|W|P||W|P|1/17/2006 03:02:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P| I never know this can be so difficult. I really feel like exploding now. feel like giving up now.|W|P|113748342950986420|W|P|I never know|W|P|1/15/2006 10:39:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|天下之事, 只该难得,不该易得。 难得之事难失去, 易得之事易失去。|W|P|113733599990461462|W|P||W|P|1/15/2006 07:37:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Right, tomorrow will be the 7th day of work for me, and I haven’t done my lesson plan. Or at least less than a third. I was sharing to Edith yesterday at how stressed I felt at work and how I feel I am not up to being a teacher. She agreed and said this tough adjustment has very much to do with my personality. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I basically am somebody not organized, impatient, lazy and willful at times. Which is at some (I wouldn’t say much) conflict with the education system in Singapore. Image hosted by Photobucket.com But of which the training will bring desirable results. Just a few days after starting to teach, I decided to change to become somebody more neat and tidy, and more organized. Reason initially being I feel I am now a role model for the children and should therefore live my life rightly, but later also that of which feeling being organized certainly is a trait I should possess in the teaching career. Which is why I despaired and grew weary not long after I started teaching because I am just so not like a teacher? I agree that character traits like being organized helps very very much in future as well, in family, in church, in my own personal life. So after the struggles for now, I will surely see the rainbow (or light, whatever it is) someday. So Edith and I prayed and committed it to the Lord after I poured out all my complaints. And guess what, the next day, which is today, immediately I met so many hiccups because of how disorganized and silly I am again. I was in a rush this morning because dad suddenly asked me to help him do thgs when I was preparing to go church. So I did, I helped to do some thgs and was in a rush. After I finished the stuffs, I quickly went to wear my purple contact lenses (I can only wear purple lenses out of school!) and I put on my left one first. So after putting on the left one, I put on the right one. And after I put on the right one, "Eh? How come so blur one!?" So I thought, "Oh maybe I put the lenses on different eyes", which often happens and which I feel is pardonable. So I took out the lenses and switched them. "Eh? Still cannot leh!!!" How come the right lens keeps slipping down also? You know how when you wear contact lenses, that they will stick to ur pupil and not slip down? But it slipped, and I took out again and put in again and it slipped again! Thinking maybe I was overly stupid so I switched the lenses again, from left to right and the other way too. And still the right one slipped! I was very frustrated I tell you. I basically switched the lenses a few times; thinking maybe the lenses are too dry, I washed with saline and all those kinda thing. And Alas! I was so super irritated and puzzled that I decided to see closely at the mirror what exactly is causing the right lens to keep slipping and............ guess what I saw? THERE IS ANOTHER TRANSPARENT LENS INSIDE MY RIGHT EYE!!!!!!!!! No, the purple lens didn’t split and one transparent one got left inside, the transparent lens came from the night before when I was so super tired that I just grabbed any contact lens case and put in my purple lenses. I reckoned I grabbed the one with my transparent lenses in and somehow the purple and transparent right lenses stuck together and I wore them in together. The transparent one goes in first which caused the purple one to keep slipping and no matter how many times I tried, it slips still, and now I know why!!!!! Some people may say, wah ur life so eventful one ah when at times I reiterate to them things that happened to me. But NO! It is EXTREMELY frustrating when things like that happen, especially when you are in a rush! And being flustered as I was, I ran quickly to hail a cab as I was really late already. Then I reached church, I paid the cab driver quickly and ran to church as I was round 15 mins late. And guess what again, I LEFT MY WALLET IN THE CAB!!!!!! ............... I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How many exclamation marks can I put to express my exasperation???? WHY AM I LIKE THAT??? Image hosted by Photobucket.com I am depressed. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I really want to change.|W|P|113732512901781940|W|P|Walloping myself and lessons learnt|W|P|1/13/2006 11:53:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com You can Fly! All it takes is trust, and a little bit of pixie dust!
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

81%

Cruella De Ville

75%

Goofy

75%

Sleeping Beauty

69%

The Beast

63%

Cinderella

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Ariel

44%

Snow White

31%

Donald Duck

25%
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com
|W|P|113712445701938053|W|P|A Child at Heart =)|W|P|1/12/2006 08:41:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It's been officially the 5th day I started teaching (havent started the 5th day yet though), and as I look back, I cant help but really thank God at how He has brought me thru. I cant say that everything has gone on smooth, in fact lotsa hiccups like forgetting to bring down my teaching materials, forgetting to bring materials home to prepare work, pupils not "obeying" me etc, yet I still thank God at how when each time I experience a setback, that He is there for me, with a gentle spirit, waiting for me to go to Him, and holding me thru. I cannot imagine that without this strength within me that how am I still able to continue on with such a kinda spirit. Well, some loose ends to tie up, and after that, I shall see light soon! Really thank the Lord Jesus! =)))|W|P|113702678121054421|W|P|Beginning to look back...|W|P|1/09/2006 10:49:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Just realised I may have posted the Tianmin's proud work before. Aiyah, never mind la, who can remember such things....|W|P|113681821706232282|W|P||W|P|1/09/2006 09:17:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com proudly done by our dear Tianmin.... haha, ya la, browsing thru my comp and saw many fotos lying here and there. Thought this was good effort of hers considering its her first photoshop assignment, kindly assisted by me of cos...haha....|W|P|113681275215394174|W|P|Layers of love...|W|P|1/09/2006 12:29:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|I haven't prepared my lesson plan for tomorrow, at least it is not completed. I feel I am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sometimes, working in a home with plenty of support will help alot, in my point of view. That when you are stressed up, somebody brings a cup of coffee, and just say jia you, I think it means alot. Image hosted by Photobucket.com So being so stressed up, and being in a home which added on to my stress, I bounced to the other extreme and went to play games Image hosted by Photobucket.com Do you count it bliss or not? That while you are stress you still can relax. At least now I have to bear the consequences of having to sleep late. I am very stress. I just wanna make sure tmr's lessons run smoothly.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com|W|P|113673781240148625|W|P|I am extremely stressed up.|W|P|1/08/2006 12:02:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|How does it feel like to grow old with the one you love most?|W|P|113664975571420628|W|P||W|P|1/07/2006 10:28:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|
You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

Psychology

100%

Anthropology

67%

Sociology

67%

Linguistics

58%

Art

58%

Biology

58%

Philosophy

50%

English

50%

Journalism

50%

Engineering

42%

Dance

42%

Mathematics

25%

Theater

17%

Chemistry

17%
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com
I took Chemistry as a major in NUS, honey|W|P|113664416373137441|W|P|So ironic, can?|W|P|1/05/2006 07:50:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com Trying out the new laptop given to me. You think very good meh....also cannot MSN. Also cannot install new software. Also cannot bring home. Ok la, makes doing work much more easier though Just very tired can..... Not intoxicated with alcohol or drugs but intoxicated with Chinese, Chinese and more CHINESE!!! *faint*|W|P|113646204980477348|W|P|Zonked out|W|P|1/05/2006 07:19:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|As long as stars shine down from heaven, And the rivers run into the sea Till the end of time forever, You're the only love I'll need In my life You're all that matters, In my eyes the only truth I see When my hopes and dreams have shattered, You're the one that's there for me When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confusedI wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You When You caught me I was falling, You're love lifted me back on my feet It was like You heard me calling, And You rush to set me free When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confused I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You.......|W|P|113646010862651252|W|P|Imagine me without You...|W|P|1/03/2006 10:53:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are 美女s Hehe, though this post came late, but nevertheless, I have too many nice picts and really it will be a waste not to post =)) Yup, actually went for this thing to hope to do some evaluation. Though in the end we didn’t do together as a group, but at least I did some reflection on my own and four of us had a really great time relaxing. Great meaning really GREAT. Very very relaxed. Right, nuff of typing, PICTS! (thanks to Tianmin for supplying the cam) Yup, once we reached the room, after lying down for some time enjoying the air-con (Minghui was watching TV. Of all things watch TV!!! Go Sentosa chalet and watch TV!!!!!!), we decided to take some photo in our room. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Very dark la, I know, tried to photoshop le Image hosted by Photobucket.com I like this shot better. Didn’t bother to crop We had simple BBQ that night, but cos of my op, I couldn’t eat anything. Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, they very happy cos they can eat Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh simple BBQ, but each of them paid close to 20 bucks. Bad budgeting haha…. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I cannot eat so I am very sad Image hosted by Photobucket.com Still very sad~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, you all eat more la…haha Image hosted by Photobucket.com Closure of our BBQ session~ Next day after we checked out, we went down to the beach and went gaga over photo taking Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh, the sun very glaring leh Image hosted by Photobucket.com Welcome to Sentosa! Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are most pretty~~ hehe… Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sweet =) Minghui suggested we take some “jumping photos” We were not successful in any of the shots, in that sense of being caught in the air, but I think this is the worse. It’s taken by *whoever who is not in this pict* Image hosted by Photobucket.com Now how do we look like we are jumping? And then I volunteered to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Minghui looks like she wants to go toilet Image hosted by Photobucket.com Wow, super tip toeing Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com As you have realized, Tianmin looked totally the same in all the shots Seeing all our shots have failed, Minghui decided to kay kiang to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com macham very good also…haha And then we decided to take some neo print like picts Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act dao. Ya la, I know I dun look dao Image hosted by Photobucket.com Thinking. Sorry ah, my face looked the same. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc part 2 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Tired of looking so ugly, we decided to take our most common look: 美女look Sian of neo prints, now we put the cam on a rock (or do u call that boulder?) and timer the cam Image hosted by Photobucket.com 姣婆一级棒 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Happy Beach gals! Change of background Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act hao lian. I know, I know, I dun look like it again. Wats the problem with me Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act cute pose. Haiz, I dun look like it again. Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are cats. Meow~ Think photoshop either makes the pict very bluish or greenish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Bluish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Greenish Haha, that’s all for picts. Overall, I enjoyed this retreat very very much. Much more than what I have ever had before =)) Will post other picts soon! But maybe not so soon since I am starting lesson proper on Thurs and I haven’t plan my class rules and introduction. God help me =)|W|P|113630023692212282|W|P|Late post – 美女 retreat 7-8 Dec 2005|W|P|-->|W|P|113794000375995056|W|P|Sweet~ =)|W|P|1/17/2006 11:42:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It is really so nice to receive some encouragement during times like these. ya la.....not like I wanna make myself look like very ke lian or depressed, but really I do feel pretty drained. Mayve I can just say some thing to illustrate. The start of Monday seemed like the start of a battle. So from Monday I battle all the way to Friday. Marking of near 500 books, lesson plans, and this and that. Hardly have time to sleep more, teach tuition till 9 on 3 or 2 weekdays. Sat is fully used up. Sunday ? Sometimes feel like going out. It's as if I no longer have time to rest or for myself. I told many ppl that I guess this is a time of adjustment. I hope. Phil1:6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. 9-11: And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God. Thanks so much for the encouragement~ =)|W|P|113751283619225477|W|P||W|P|1/17/2006 03:02:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P| I never know this can be so difficult. I really feel like exploding now. feel like giving up now.|W|P|113748342950986420|W|P|I never know|W|P|1/15/2006 10:39:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|天下之事, 只该难得,不该易得。 难得之事难失去, 易得之事易失去。|W|P|113733599990461462|W|P||W|P|1/15/2006 07:37:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Right, tomorrow will be the 7th day of work for me, and I haven’t done my lesson plan. Or at least less than a third. I was sharing to Edith yesterday at how stressed I felt at work and how I feel I am not up to being a teacher. She agreed and said this tough adjustment has very much to do with my personality. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I basically am somebody not organized, impatient, lazy and willful at times. Which is at some (I wouldn’t say much) conflict with the education system in Singapore. Image hosted by Photobucket.com But of which the training will bring desirable results. Just a few days after starting to teach, I decided to change to become somebody more neat and tidy, and more organized. Reason initially being I feel I am now a role model for the children and should therefore live my life rightly, but later also that of which feeling being organized certainly is a trait I should possess in the teaching career. Which is why I despaired and grew weary not long after I started teaching because I am just so not like a teacher? I agree that character traits like being organized helps very very much in future as well, in family, in church, in my own personal life. So after the struggles for now, I will surely see the rainbow (or light, whatever it is) someday. So Edith and I prayed and committed it to the Lord after I poured out all my complaints. And guess what, the next day, which is today, immediately I met so many hiccups because of how disorganized and silly I am again. I was in a rush this morning because dad suddenly asked me to help him do thgs when I was preparing to go church. So I did, I helped to do some thgs and was in a rush. After I finished the stuffs, I quickly went to wear my purple contact lenses (I can only wear purple lenses out of school!) and I put on my left one first. So after putting on the left one, I put on the right one. And after I put on the right one, "Eh? How come so blur one!?" So I thought, "Oh maybe I put the lenses on different eyes", which often happens and which I feel is pardonable. So I took out the lenses and switched them. "Eh? Still cannot leh!!!" How come the right lens keeps slipping down also? You know how when you wear contact lenses, that they will stick to ur pupil and not slip down? But it slipped, and I took out again and put in again and it slipped again! Thinking maybe I was overly stupid so I switched the lenses again, from left to right and the other way too. And still the right one slipped! I was very frustrated I tell you. I basically switched the lenses a few times; thinking maybe the lenses are too dry, I washed with saline and all those kinda thing. And Alas! I was so super irritated and puzzled that I decided to see closely at the mirror what exactly is causing the right lens to keep slipping and............ guess what I saw? THERE IS ANOTHER TRANSPARENT LENS INSIDE MY RIGHT EYE!!!!!!!!! No, the purple lens didn’t split and one transparent one got left inside, the transparent lens came from the night before when I was so super tired that I just grabbed any contact lens case and put in my purple lenses. I reckoned I grabbed the one with my transparent lenses in and somehow the purple and transparent right lenses stuck together and I wore them in together. The transparent one goes in first which caused the purple one to keep slipping and no matter how many times I tried, it slips still, and now I know why!!!!! Some people may say, wah ur life so eventful one ah when at times I reiterate to them things that happened to me. But NO! It is EXTREMELY frustrating when things like that happen, especially when you are in a rush! And being flustered as I was, I ran quickly to hail a cab as I was really late already. Then I reached church, I paid the cab driver quickly and ran to church as I was round 15 mins late. And guess what again, I LEFT MY WALLET IN THE CAB!!!!!! ............... I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How many exclamation marks can I put to express my exasperation???? WHY AM I LIKE THAT??? Image hosted by Photobucket.com I am depressed. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I really want to change.|W|P|113732512901781940|W|P|Walloping myself and lessons learnt|W|P|1/13/2006 11:53:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com You can Fly! All it takes is trust, and a little bit of pixie dust!
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

81%

Cruella De Ville

75%

Goofy

75%

Sleeping Beauty

69%

The Beast

63%

Cinderella

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Ariel

44%

Snow White

31%

Donald Duck

25%
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com
|W|P|113712445701938053|W|P|A Child at Heart =)|W|P|1/12/2006 08:41:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|It's been officially the 5th day I started teaching (havent started the 5th day yet though), and as I look back, I cant help but really thank God at how He has brought me thru. I cant say that everything has gone on smooth, in fact lotsa hiccups like forgetting to bring down my teaching materials, forgetting to bring materials home to prepare work, pupils not "obeying" me etc, yet I still thank God at how when each time I experience a setback, that He is there for me, with a gentle spirit, waiting for me to go to Him, and holding me thru. I cannot imagine that without this strength within me that how am I still able to continue on with such a kinda spirit. Well, some loose ends to tie up, and after that, I shall see light soon! Really thank the Lord Jesus! =)))|W|P|113702678121054421|W|P|Beginning to look back...|W|P|1/09/2006 10:49:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Just realised I may have posted the Tianmin's proud work before. Aiyah, never mind la, who can remember such things....|W|P|113681821706232282|W|P||W|P|1/09/2006 09:17:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com proudly done by our dear Tianmin.... haha, ya la, browsing thru my comp and saw many fotos lying here and there. Thought this was good effort of hers considering its her first photoshop assignment, kindly assisted by me of cos...haha....|W|P|113681275215394174|W|P|Layers of love...|W|P|1/09/2006 12:29:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|I haven't prepared my lesson plan for tomorrow, at least it is not completed. I feel I am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sometimes, working in a home with plenty of support will help alot, in my point of view. That when you are stressed up, somebody brings a cup of coffee, and just say jia you, I think it means alot. Image hosted by Photobucket.com So being so stressed up, and being in a home which added on to my stress, I bounced to the other extreme and went to play games Image hosted by Photobucket.com Do you count it bliss or not? That while you are stress you still can relax. At least now I have to bear the consequences of having to sleep late. I am very stress. I just wanna make sure tmr's lessons run smoothly.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com|W|P|113673781240148625|W|P|I am extremely stressed up.|W|P|1/08/2006 12:02:00 AM|W|P|never empty|W|P|How does it feel like to grow old with the one you love most?|W|P|113664975571420628|W|P||W|P|1/07/2006 10:28:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|
You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

Psychology

100%

Anthropology

67%

Sociology

67%

Linguistics

58%

Art

58%

Biology

58%

Philosophy

50%

English

50%

Journalism

50%

Engineering

42%

Dance

42%

Mathematics

25%

Theater

17%

Chemistry

17%
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com
I took Chemistry as a major in NUS, honey|W|P|113664416373137441|W|P|So ironic, can?|W|P|1/05/2006 07:50:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com Trying out the new laptop given to me. You think very good meh....also cannot MSN. Also cannot install new software. Also cannot bring home. Ok la, makes doing work much more easier though Just very tired can..... Not intoxicated with alcohol or drugs but intoxicated with Chinese, Chinese and more CHINESE!!! *faint*|W|P|113646204980477348|W|P|Zonked out|W|P|1/05/2006 07:19:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|As long as stars shine down from heaven, And the rivers run into the sea Till the end of time forever, You're the only love I'll need In my life You're all that matters, In my eyes the only truth I see When my hopes and dreams have shattered, You're the one that's there for me When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confusedI wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You When You caught me I was falling, You're love lifted me back on my feet It was like You heard me calling, And You rush to set me free When I found You I was blessed, And I will never leave You, I need You Imagine me without You, I'd be lost and so confused I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without You there to see me through Imagine me without You, Lord, You know it's just impossible Because of You, it's all brand new, My life is now worthwhile I can't imagine me without You.......|W|P|113646010862651252|W|P|Imagine me without You...|W|P|1/03/2006 10:53:00 PM|W|P|never empty|W|P|Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are 美女s Hehe, though this post came late, but nevertheless, I have too many nice picts and really it will be a waste not to post =)) Yup, actually went for this thing to hope to do some evaluation. Though in the end we didn’t do together as a group, but at least I did some reflection on my own and four of us had a really great time relaxing. Great meaning really GREAT. Very very relaxed. Right, nuff of typing, PICTS! (thanks to Tianmin for supplying the cam) Yup, once we reached the room, after lying down for some time enjoying the air-con (Minghui was watching TV. Of all things watch TV!!! Go Sentosa chalet and watch TV!!!!!!), we decided to take some photo in our room. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Very dark la, I know, tried to photoshop le Image hosted by Photobucket.com I like this shot better. Didn’t bother to crop We had simple BBQ that night, but cos of my op, I couldn’t eat anything. Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, they very happy cos they can eat Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh simple BBQ, but each of them paid close to 20 bucks. Bad budgeting haha…. Image hosted by Photobucket.com I cannot eat so I am very sad Image hosted by Photobucket.com Still very sad~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com ya la, you all eat more la…haha Image hosted by Photobucket.com Closure of our BBQ session~ Next day after we checked out, we went down to the beach and went gaga over photo taking Image hosted by Photobucket.com Eh, the sun very glaring leh Image hosted by Photobucket.com Welcome to Sentosa! Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are most pretty~~ hehe… Image hosted by Photobucket.com Sweet =) Minghui suggested we take some “jumping photos” We were not successful in any of the shots, in that sense of being caught in the air, but I think this is the worse. It’s taken by *whoever who is not in this pict* Image hosted by Photobucket.com Now how do we look like we are jumping? And then I volunteered to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Minghui looks like she wants to go toilet Image hosted by Photobucket.com Wow, super tip toeing Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com As you have realized, Tianmin looked totally the same in all the shots Seeing all our shots have failed, Minghui decided to kay kiang to be the photographer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com macham very good also…haha And then we decided to take some neo print like picts Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act dao. Ya la, I know I dun look dao Image hosted by Photobucket.com Thinking. Sorry ah, my face looked the same. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc Image hosted by Photobucket.com Monsters Inc part 2 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Tired of looking so ugly, we decided to take our most common look: 美女look Sian of neo prints, now we put the cam on a rock (or do u call that boulder?) and timer the cam Image hosted by Photobucket.com 姣婆一级棒 Image hosted by Photobucket.com Happy Beach gals! Change of background Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act hao lian. I know, I know, I dun look like it again. Wats the problem with me Image hosted by Photobucket.com Act cute pose. Haiz, I dun look like it again. Image hosted by Photobucket.com We are cats. Meow~ Think photoshop either makes the pict very bluish or greenish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Bluish Image hosted by Photobucket.com Greenish Haha, that’s all for picts. Overall, I enjoyed this retreat very very much. Much more than what I have ever had before =)) Will post other picts soon! But maybe not so soon since I am starting lesson proper on Thurs and I haven’t plan my class rules and introduction. God help me =)|W|P|113630023692212282|W|P|Late post – 美女 retreat 7-8 Dec 2005|W|P|-->